"Tied to a Mystery"

"People come into our life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime' - some remain a mystery"

it was autumn
but the season held more warmth
than spring

a new breath of life
as if yesterday never was
and tomorrow would always be

his love raised me up
every star possessed
the man in the mirror of my eyes
surrounded with preciseness,
his heart
a continuity of my own

I traced the contours
unveiling layers of grace
in a blissful scope
heralding an unspoken flame
in the purity of simplicity

each embrace honored
in a lover’s sanctuary
allowing tender kisses
overflowing into depths
beyond the tide of desire

a blending held in timeless space
as promises whispered softly
and candlelight shimmered
against a solitary silhouette
slow moving
and daring the night to end

cradled in my arms
I thanked God
for the blessing propelled
back to his very creation
until the sun
illuminated the morning
and he dressed me
with a passionate melody
still haunting in the lull

a self-imposed mental rain
slips through
temptation running deep
as moments become bare
slighting the moon
as if it were only
a scrap of a page forgotten

delicate memories burn
weeping beautiful
coercing the hand with which I write
between the dance
once holding immeasurable worth
and the silence that fills
unspoken chapters

tied to a mystery
what became of love?
if not the bruised ribs chiseled
from the one who loved himself more
than he loved me

the knowing-
attacks the hour

the severing-
attacks the soul

"Seasons Unborn"

Strain, feral and reflective
Silenced ache, I must weep
Nameless, I walk in dreams
of springs and summers yet unborn

"Discovering Belief in Spring"

I walked naked along the river
Barren branches reaching deep
into the Earth
Limbs holding “life” steady

Rapt by the unmasked power
Bearing evidence to human strength
A soul once walking under heavy clouds
I learned to live again

Reaching out…

I leaned toward the light
as tender blossoms spoke
Unblemished under the heavens

I shifted the moon
and caught the stars
As cosmic dreams took wing

I found the key to unlock my spirit
severing the rope
Setting my captive heart free

I grasped the revival of hope
Discovering belief in spring
As the gaping void disappeared

Whispered affirmation
of promised pleasures fell at my feet
Away from sorrows and fear

And no petal shall be scorched
By sun
~again

"Miracle in the Stars"

Daddy…

Child born of poverty
A man born of character
Scarred and bruised from war
A spirit broken in ruthless battle
Wounds he carried with him
Yet a boundless compassion
Hardworking, a true heart
Wisdom of many seasons

Mommy…

A child born of poverty
A woman of frail emotions
Losing a father, an untimely death
Her mother grief stricken
Unable to provide
Children put in foster homes
Somehow not able to forgive
Working in the fields
A harsh living
School was a brief respite
Walking through drifting snow
No shoes on her feet

Uniting…

Two souls searching
A chance meeting
Wooing each other’s hearts
Becoming one, a summer day in June
Taking her hand and softly rest
Like the voices of an orchestra
Joined and soaring together
Each a unique and brilliant point
A voice greater than all its parts
A new beginning

Blending…

A boy and a girl
Both from her previous marriage
He became a father to both
Loving and nurturing
Guiding their way
Spring of ‘57 a daughter was born
Of their flesh and blood
A home, assembled with love

Daddy’s death…

Heart weakening, still he prevailed
Never letting illness stand in his way
Silent in his suffering
A stellar of strength
Bound and determined to hold on
Grasping life with his bare hands
Until his name was called
Angels carrying him on their wings
In winter’s sorrow

Grief…

She grieved, never the same again
Cynical look at the world
Consumed by her own thoughts
Angry for love’s loss
Dredging through life, empty
Longing for peace within
A part of her had died
Finding a moment of comfort
In the bonds of her family

Blessing in disguise…

A blessing in disguise
Caring for my mother
Not knowing it was her final months
Overturning the circle of life
She became the child
I became the nurturer
Ten months of bonding
Well enough to go home
A cherished memory
A loving embrace of goodbye
Many pages turned

Death…

Afraid to give in to weakness
Reluctant out of fear
Leaving a body broken
Hospital, surgery, life support
Her hands icy cold, never to awaken
Treading into the sea of slumber’s dream

Miracle in the stars…

Filled with grief, I fell to the ground
My own child at my side
Trying to ease my pain
She looked to the sky
To see a wondrous sight
One with no logical explanation
Two of the brightest stars ever seen
Overlapping in a timeless space
Standing against the depthless void
Beyond my plaintive grasp
Parents gone from this earth
Rejoined beyond the azure sky
A sign from heaven…
I dried my tears