"Secretly Hindered"

Settled in a playground of safety
relishing in comfort of the confines
And then...
flames burst from a place
I have yet to understand

His skin crawled
beneath my own
without even a mere touch
confusion blending with sensation

Needing to defend the reasons
I kicked past his words
of love
And secretly hindered
the warmth of his spell

Truth cast...
as a razor's sharp blade
his mind, darker inside
than the most treacherous night

Driven to confession...

You...
a punishment I "almost" gave-
to myself